Fifteen Years in Hell
Benson, Luther
English
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FIFTEEN YEARS IN HELL.
AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY.
BY LUTHER BENSON,
1885.
TABLE OF CONTENTS.
CHAPTER I.
Early shadows--An unmerciful enemy--The miseries of the curse--Sorrowand gloom--What alcohol robs man of--What it does--What it does not do--Surrounding evils--Blighted homes--A Titan devil--The utterness of thedestroyer--A truthful narrative--"It stingeth like an adder."
CHAPTER II.
Birth, parentage and early education--Early childhood--Early events--Memoryof them vivid--Bitter desolation--An active but uneasy life--Breaking coltsfor amusement--Amount of sleep--Temperament has much to do in the matter ofdrink--The author to blame for his misspent life--Inheritances--Theexcellences of my father and mother--The road to ruin not wilfully trodden--The people's indifference to a great danger--My associates--What became ofthem--The customs of twenty years ago--What might have been.
CHAPTER III.
The old log school house--My studies and discontent--My first drink ofliquor--The companion of my first debauch--One drink always fatal--Ahorrible slavery--A horseback ride on Sunday--Raleigh--Return home--"Deaddrunk"--My parents' shame and sorrow--My own remorse--An unhappy and silentbreakfast--The anguish of my mother--Gradual recovery--Resolves andpromises--No pleasure in drinking--The system's final craving for liquor--The hopelessness of the drunkard's condition--The resistless power ofappetite--Possible escape--The courage required--The three laws--Theirviolation and man's atonement.
CHAPTER IV.
School days at Fairview--My first public outbreak--A schoolmate--Drive toFalmouth--First drink at Falmouth--Disappointment--Drive to Smelser'sMills--Hostetter's Bitters--The author's opinion of patent medicines,bitters especially--Boasting--More liquor--Difficulty in lighting a cigar--A hound that got in bad company--Oysters at Falmouth, and what befell uswhile waiting for them--Drunken slumber--A hound in a crib--Getting awake--The owner of the hound--Sobriety--The Vienna jug--Another debauch--Theexhibition--The end of the school term--Starting to college at Cincinnati--My companions--The destruction wrought by alcohol--Dr. Johnson'sdeclaration concerning the indulgence of this vice--A warning--A dangerousfallacy--Byron's inspiration--Lord Brougham--Sheridan--Sue--Swinburne--Dr.Carpenter's opinion--An erroneous idea--Temperance the best aid to thought.
CHAPTER V.
Quit college--Shattered nerves--Summer and autumn days--Improvement--Picnicparties--A fall--An untimely storm--Crawford's beer and ale--Beer brawls--County fairs and their influence on my life--My yoke of white oxen--The"red ribbon"--"One McPhillipps"--How I got home and how I found myself inthe morning--My mother's agony--A day of teaching under difficulties--Quietagain--Law studies at Connersville--"Out on a spree"--What a spree means.
CHAPTER VI.
Law practice at Rushville--Bright prospects--The blight--From bad to worse--My mother's death--My solemn promise to her--"Broken, oh, God!"--Reflection--My remorse--The memory of my mother--A young man's duty--Blessed are the pure in heart--The grave--Young man, murder not yourmother--Rum--A knife which is never red with blood, but which has severedsouls and stabbed thousands to death--The desolation and death which are inalcohol.
CHAPTER VII.
Blank, black night--Afloat--From place to place--No rest--Struggles--Givingway--One gallon of whisky in twenty-four hours--Plowing corn--Husking corn--My object--All in vain--Old before my time--A wild, oblivious journey--Delirium tremens--The horrors of hell--The pains of the damned--Heavenlyhosts--My release--New tortures--Insane wanderings--In the woods--At Mr.Hinchman's--Frozen feet--Drive to town in a buggy surrounded by devils--Fears and sorrows--No rest.
CHAPTER VIII.
Wretchedness and degradation--Clothes, credit, and reputation all lost--Theprodigal's return to his father's house--Familiar scenes--The beauty ofnature--My lack of feeling--A wild horse--I ride him to Raleigh and getdrunk--A mixture of vile poison--My ride and fall--The broken stirrups--My
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